Love is what saves us. God gives us the ability to love so deeply for another that we would lay down our own lives. God is there my friends. I know that many people need to experience this on their own and to receive that proof that I so yearned for. The signs we have received have been many and they have been undeniable. I pray that all of you do find that connection if you do not have it but I also know it is on God's time and if you turn to Him when you really need Him, He will be there. God is always there. He may be waiting for the right time. A time that will bring about the most possible good in as many people as He can. We all have free will to believe or not to believe but the signs that God has shown me over the last several months leave no room for doubt anymore.
One of the signs that God sent to us happened on March 23rd of this year. As I grow in my faith, on occasions I have doubt and fear. I know God wants me to trust in His plan and that fear only comes from the devil. Cancer and the threat of returning cancer will always be in the back of our minds. I try to give all the worry to God about this but on some days I am weaker than others. On this particular day in March, Ellie woke up and she didn't feel well. She thought she may have to vomit. That is not like Ellie, as she has been the picture of health even through chemo treatments, so I panicked because a sign of the brain tumor returning is morning vomiting. We rushed to the bathroom but it was a false alarm, the nausea passed. As I sat there in a cold sweat I realized that I cannot live this way. I cannot be afraid of every little thing and that if I continued to live like this, the devil would win and I would not be trusting in God. So on that day, I gave all of my fear, concern and worry to God. I asked Him to help me and to show me that we were all going to be OK and to give me peace. About an hour later I was in my bathroom getting ready to blow dry my hair. All of a sudden it got very bright in the bathroom. On the far wall there was a display of very bright, shiny light. When I looked at it, I saw what appeared to be an angel on the wall. I have never seen any light on that wall before and I had a strong urge to document this with my camera. I grabbed a towel and raced downstairs for the camera. Part of me thought the image would be gone, the light of the sun or the clouds would have moved in the two minutes it took for me to retrieve the camera. I was wrong. The image was still there upon my return. It stayed for about 10 minutes and then slowly broke apart. When I downloaded the image from my camera and I could look at it without all the brightness, I saw not an angel but a large outline of Jesus' face, His hair and His arms raising up with what appears to be a robe falling down around His arms. I thought this was incredible and I felt so alive, so blessed, so humbled. Later on that night, looking at the photo again, I saw what I was really suppose to see. In the middle of the photo, where the bigger Jesus' part of hair is, is the face of Jesus. The face is just on the wall side of the image and not on the mirror side. It brings me to tears each time I see it. This image has been seen by thousands and only one person did not see it as a spiritual vision. There is much to see in this image and people have seen the Virgin Mary, Angels and Jesus. I hope it will move you and show you that when you do trust in God's word and believe with all your heart that miracles do happen. This image to me is a miracle. You can click on the image to see it in a larger format. Thank you for reading this far along, I know this post was all over the place.